The thing is, to fulfill the task of being a Luminary is not easy. We are walking new ground. We are creating the new ways as we awake to our Soul.
In my own experience and that of the women I serve, it can feel …
… as if you have a knot in your throat.
You see people you love suffering: your friend who can’t seem to recover from her recent heartbreak, your colleagues who burn out from pressure and exhaustion, your students who have incredible hidden potential but cannot unlock it on their own…. Maybe you see children, animals or nature suffering and you want to rise and help. You know that within you there is a story that can inspire them. There is something inside that tells you you can make a positive impact in their lives. But you are scared … would they understand ? would they still be by your side or run away ?
You don’t find the time to consistently dedicate to your message. There is something urgent and important at work to pay attention to, your family needs you, your friends claim your presence and of course you need time to rest. You dedicate to your message for a weekend, something magical is produced but then weeks go by until you dedicate to it again. You still give your time to the familiar, somehow it feels safe… yet it doesn’t fulfill you.
Maybe you’ve been in your activity, teaching or business for quite some time but you grew so much, that now there is a deeper wisdom in you willing to be shared. You see things differently. Your teachings need to be more holistic, more powerful or more creative. You have new visions for your business, your team, your community. But you lack clarity in how to transform and uplevel what you are already doing. Will people judge you ? Criticize you ? Who are you to claim this ?
… squeezed into a little box.
Titles such as coach, healer, therapist, founder, author or even fancy certifications feel small (and limiting) to you. You wish you knew how to play a more authentic game and contribute with all the power you secretly know you have. But in reality you compare yourself to others showing up with their obvious gifts and you think…”I got nothing they must be stronger/richer/more confident… than me”
So you developed a self-development addiction.
You take courses and coaches hoping to get ready, but “ready” never comes. You protect your gift, your message, so much because you think you are not ready yet. You keep registering (and unsubscribing) from every single free webinar around on “how to launch -fill in the blank-” Even worse, maybe you are spending your precious money and time on plenty of courses, retreats and expensive coaches. Deep down you know that you are covering up your fear of being exposed in your own glowing light and being vulnerable in your truth.
You may feel tired, exhausted, of the old ways.
Your physical body is craving for expansion, for being, doing and working in a more feminine way. It is scary…. What if I lose control ? What if I can’t achieve anything being feminine?
Because I’ve been there myself, and I feel this is a universal condition that must be reverted in order to illuminate this world. We need a safe container to have deeper conversations, explore and create new ways of being, working, and loving.
Luminary aims to be that container for you.